12th Entry

I just noticed how long "Gabe's back to bloggin" post is. Maybe I shoud write one of these days about something deeper or more mysterious in my life...the only problem is that deeper is too vulnerable for a blog and mysteriousness is something that I think is just attached to people somehow because they do things on their own and dont' comment about every aspect of their lives. Maybe I should just write about something that not many know about once a month so as to not burst what mysterious bubble there might be attached to me right now. SO for this month, here is a mystery that's not so much secretive, but definitely complex enough in emotion that its a mystery to me and that is this: I still like Cindy and we seem to still have a great time when we go on dates...and yet we dated once before...and...this is where we are now? The process I understand, the Why is there, but iffy...the kicker is that I don't mind because I get to be where I want to be if not in the same role or aspect as I would have it be in "eric's own world" (figure that mystery out and you win some m&ms.)