26th Entry

These thoughts are random. Sometimes, I feel like having my posts called entry makes them slightly elusive and mysterious. I like that. I was also thinking about how sometimes during a day, I feel like I get locked into this very high mindset (good, aware, happy). I want to be in that mindset more often. I feel like I was in that mindset often when I was living in Russia. The other day, I read a comment that my mother made about me. She commented that I don't often push myself or haven't pushed myself, but that when I commit, I commit it all. I don't know how I feel about that. I commit it all, but I don't push myself. I feel like I am a little hypocritical in nature or possibly just in history. I think that I will start to push myself and I'll see how long I can go. That's about it. I feel like I need to organize my school and maybe even get a practice journal where I can write things down. Those are my random thoughts. Have fun.